Realize the Project Proposal

During this year at the back of my mind I had always known my aim of subjuct was the line, but had not been able to have a clear mind in why was it that I was so intrested at it.  Just notice the unknown and known of the world of digital.  I was outside in the greaden just now, looking at the gound, the soil.  Then though of history, and history then dying.  In the past, there are findings of the old under the ground.  Like I now, writing on this blog, will there then be that one day lost of all this info, and then not found again?  This may be cos I lost my Log and skatch book and thinking if I will lost this too, and is it ok really to lost the time and really look forward?